Saturday, December 28, 2013

MISS ELLIE BEING MISS ELLIE


We received a letter in the mail a few weeks ago telling us that my daughter Ellen: who lives in a group home setting and attends a daily program, was getting a recognition award for attending the program for 20 years. Ellen is not the type to care for awards, give her something to eat and that is her reward, award and/or recognition. Top it off with some soda and you are her buddy for life.

Five years ago Miss Ellie received a 15-year recognition award for her attendance at this day program, and #1 Son and I went out to Westhampton Beach to see the presentation. Miss Ellie along with about 50 others received awards for various years of attendance. #1Son who came in from California for the holidays witnessed his big sister’s flipping awards away.

Sitting up front her brother and I watched as they announced Miss Ellie’s name to come up and collect her reward of recognition. As she wobbled to the front of the room, led by a young lady she was presented with a certificate, and as the whole auditorium of about 250 people watched, Miss Ellie tossed the award without even looking at it, just flipping it aside.

This year, for Ellen’s 20th year award, TLW (The Little Woman) joined me since she was on vacation this time. We drove for 40 minutes to the Westhampton Beach Day Treatment center to witness the event. Sitting up front and away form the view of my daughter, we took our seats and awaited the start of the activity. If Miss Ellie was to see us, she would want to leave the building and go home to eat.

In came my daughter, and was accompanied by a woman who guided her, Ellen suddenly decided she had enough. She wasn’t going a step further, and not one step further did she go. As sweet as she is, she can get ornery and stubborn and un-moveable. But this is not the rule: it is the exception. The noise, and crowd made her uncomfortable, so she decided she would not tolerate it, so out she marched and out of view, having never seen us in the whole process! So over thirty miles we drove and 40 minutes to watch her walk out.

When she was announced during the festivity, it was said that Ellen chose not to participate. Well pardon me!

We sat through the whole award ceremony and watched some amazing things. Naming the years and presenting the recognition was not as important as was most of these guys going up, some slowly, some agonizingly, some guided because of blindness and reached not for the piece of paper, but the dedicated people who presented these awards. Hugging and squeezing between consumer and presenter was very heartening and points out what the human spirit is really like, no matter how capable we are in life.

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